I realised a long time ago that I am an all or nothing kind of person. I've read that quite a lot of people who are like this have tenancies to lean towards some sort of addiction. For me it was wine, once I stopped drinking it was chocolate. Now that I am holiday (too… Continue reading AM : Day 405 – Ubud
PM : Tuesday Day 403 – Ubud
I'm really enjoying Bali. Relaxing into the holiday was a lot quicker than expected. I feel a lot more energised in the mornings, its nice not having a bintang headache! Or "nerves" well I still get the odd nerves like today.I took part in the hotels guided morning walk. Made the usual chit chat with… Continue reading PM : Tuesday Day 403 – Ubud
AM : Monday – Day 402 – Ubud
Lovely breakfast this morning in Ubud. Last night went out on a pub/bar crawl which involved numerous fresh fruit juices and body cleansers, and it was fun and exciting. If I had been drinking I would have felt tired and my eyes would have been rolling, my appetite would have been lost to only fancying… Continue reading AM : Monday – Day 402 – Ubud
AM: Sunday Day 401 – Ubud
So I am finally here in Ubud. Weather is definitely cooler than when I came last time (Sep 2016). And the other difference is obviously this time no alcohol. Have I missed it... No and that is honest. I truly havent. In fact I feel ten times better for not having it and there is… Continue reading AM: Sunday Day 401 – Ubud
AM : Friday – Day 400
WowEeee 400 days. At the moment sat in Brussels airport waiting for our flight to Bali. Exciting times now as looking forward to the whole trip AF. Not worried or worrying about thinking about drinking. ♥️♥️
AM: Monday – Day 389 (55 weeks & 4 days)
I haven't posted in ages. Kept wanting to but sat here looking and not doing. Reminds me of when I suffered with depression. I would look at the front door willing myself to go out but never going. Sat in drinking instead. Well I'm not drinking but I do feel a bit run down. It's… Continue reading AM: Monday – Day 389 (55 weeks & 4 days)
PM : Friday – Day 365
Well here we are. The day has finally arrived when I can say I am 1 year sober! Never have I ever been sober this long. I am truly blessed. I have posted this today on a Facebook group that I belong to which has helped me enormously. It is a group for graduates of… Continue reading PM : Friday – Day 365
