This morning I woke up with my positive pants firmly pulled up high and tight!! It is 78 days since I have had an alcoholic drink! and I feel great. As I write this that equates to 2.5624 months = 2 months, 2 weeks, 3 days, 2 hours,53 minutes and 19 seconds. I even feel different… Continue reading AM: Friday – Day 78

It's very hot and very late but I am just seeing the back of day 75! Three quarters of the way now to 100 days. Feeling less tired now. Still chomping on the sweets! Next thing I'll be moaning about is having false teeth if I don't slow down! Still better to eat sweets than… Continue reading PM : Tuesday – late eve.  

Day 70 - 70 days Alcohol Free - that is 10 whole weeks and 1680 hours!! I can honestly say that the cravings for wine have stopped - all that's left is a nagging feeling that something is missing. Slimming-world = put on a 1lb!! not happy with that but the amount of sweets I… Continue reading PM almost AM: Thursday – Day 70

Day 65 - the year I was born!! so... what's been happening in my life these last few days . Not a lot to be honest. Still off the booze and still stuffing my face with sweets!! seriously this is ridiculous behaviour but I can't seem to stop myself and have replaced feeling guilty for drinking to feeling… Continue reading PM : Saturday – Day 65

Well one things for sure reading Jason Vales book chocolate Busters at night is a sure fire way to nod right off! No sleeping pills required. It's not Jason's fault as the book is very funny, I'm just going through a sleep forever period.  Tonight is weigh day at slimming world and so far in… Continue reading AM : Thursday – Day 63

OMG! I am so tired today. Fell asleep in my car at lunchtime - I was parked up at the time. Nodding off tonight watching TV! First 40 days I couldnt sleep and now I can't keep my eyes open! 

Not exactly rushing to jump out of bed today as it's blowing a hoolie and pouring with rain. Being tucked up under the duvet listening to the wind and watching the rain make its way down the window pane always reminds me of being a little girl.... sitting on the floor by our old record… Continue reading AM : Tuesday – Day 61

Whoooo! 60 days 😃👍👍 I was about to write "I woke up tired"  but actually I was woken up by Olli and Luci (10 mth old kittens) jumping at the door handle of their room. (I say their room because it's my dining room converted to a cat room and at night I shut the… Continue reading AM: Monday – Day 60

The days are rolling into weeks now. Every week is definitely slightly easier than the previous week. I can't say each day because sometimes I have a bad day. At the moment I've been beating myself up for eating sugary sweets. In large quantities too! I have been feeling slightly depressed, tired and irritatable so… Continue reading 9AM : Friday – Day 57