Woken up this morning feeling as if I won't be tempted by sweets today. I've been so tired just lately and I'm sure eaten sweets aren't helping. No hangover to have to worry about and no "chats in the mirror" where I look sadly back at myself feeling disappointed. Obviously I can't do much about… Continue reading AM : Monday – Day 116
Month: July 2017
Pm : Sunday late – Day 115
Oh my day 115! I never thought I would even get to day 15! So the differences are massive! Especially the fractious cravings which I thought I woukd never get a grip of have been replaced with very minor cravings. Today I resisted the urge to buy sweets. Still had tea and cake out but… Continue reading Pm : Sunday late – Day 115
AM: Monday – Day 109
I have woken up this morning feeling like I have a hangover (is it the sweets?) (I am tired though) I think it's the feelings I had over the weekend. I had really strong cravings on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday - went to the pub for a few beers and takeaway (same thing in would… Continue reading AM: Monday – Day 109
AM: Saturday – Day 107
This morning I woke up feeling three things. 1 - annoyed.. that I'm still eating sweets, 2 - chuffed.. no hangover and hot sweats and 3 - blessed.. I haven't got to look in the mirror and say "please God let it be today that I stop drinking" On reflection it was the morning guilt… Continue reading AM: Saturday – Day 107
Pm (late) : Sunday – Day 101
So.. going forward I am now aiming for 200 days alcohol free (I know deep down it's forever but I'll never see forever as that ends when my times up lol. Still loving my sugar free ginger beer drinks. But I've got to make a real effort now to ditch the sweets. I'm. Finding my… Continue reading Pm (late) : Sunday – Day 101
AM: Saturday – Day 100
🌼🌼100 days!🌼🌼 On day 1, I never believed it was possible to come home from work,and not feel fractious that I wasn't going to open a bottle of wine ever again, in fact 3 days in to the course I was still drinking, on 6 April 2017 I stopped. I read how other people didn't… Continue reading AM: Saturday – Day 100
AM: Monday – Day 95
The days are flying! Really fantastic weekend. Went out Friday night for a pub meal, Saturday evening for a Chinese buffet and Sunday for a roast! Apart from eating way too much food I did it all alcohol free and never felt "weird" about it at all! Very sugary and too many slimming world syns… Continue reading AM: Monday – Day 95
AM: Saturday – Day 86
Well I'm still here. Haven't posted in ages as work has been hectic, life has been hectic, even the cats have been hectic! But then they always are. Alcohol free living I still can't believe that I have not had a drink for 86 days! It's remarkable. I feel so much better (except for the… Continue reading AM: Saturday – Day 86
