Day 985 in Hua Hin

I am currently sat next to a pool relaxing with the sea by my side. It’s 9.30am and already 30 degrees and sunny. I got up early (6am) which I have done everyday I’ve been here. The joy of being sober. Out in the evening till late and up early. Not missed out on anything.. Only difference is one ingredient. Alcohol! Don’t miss that one bit. The benefits of excluding it from my life are huge. Words can’t describe it. It’s a feeling that washes over me sometimes. I don’t know if it’s relief, joy, happiness I haven’t worked it out yet. I’ve spent so many years only feeling the effects of alcohol I’m still learning/finding out what true feelings are. I like them though. Whatever they are.On my way now to 1000 days