Thinking about how different I feel today, 3rd October 22 compared to 3rd April 2017. Way back then when I joined the soberschool. At the time I had convinced myself I would never be able to stop drinking. It just wasn’t going to happen to me. How was reading about not drinking actually going to help! Surely I was going to just open the wine anyway. Who would know! Gosh all these negative thoughts no wonder three days into the course I was almost ready to write myself off! But then I stopped. The group believed in me. Kate believed in me. Could I believe in me. Well I must have done because I climbed the rocky mountain, walked the uneven path and now I’m on firm ground. Think grass isn’t greener well it can be if you want it to be.