Wow that was exciting, had a zoom chat with my soberschool coach yesterday. Had a good chat about my journey so far. As usual I would have liked to chat fluently and coherently but unfortunately the nerves get the better of me and my brain cell decides to fall asleep so I'm left with a… Continue reading Day 1156 (nearly 38 months) Fri am
Day 1154 : Wed pm
I can honestly say now that I don't have cravings. And oh boy am I glad, because cravings and lockdown would be tough. I think if you are one of the lockdown alcohol survivors then kudos to you. Your stronger than you know. I feel like now I want to broaden my horizons and get… Continue reading Day 1154 : Wed pm
Mon am : Day 1110
Day 1110The weekend seems to have flown by and annoyingly I was plagued with depression the whole weekend! Spent the weekend cleaning and wishing I had gone out for a walk but never went! What a nuisance depression is! You'd think after all these years I would have squashed it but no it rears up… Continue reading Mon am : Day 1110
1st Jan 2020 : Day 1000
DAY 1000 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉When I joined @soberschool I didn't believe that I would be able to give up (me.. really!… don't be silly) this happens to the people I read about in books,magazines, but not me)The first few months were hard, the triggers were everywhere, cooking, stopping at the shop on the way home from work,… Continue reading 1st Jan 2020 : Day 1000
Tue am : Day 991
Whilst watching another amazing sunrise on holiday I reflect on the countdown to 1000 days. How is this even possible! I'm super chuffed with myself. To be honest I never thought I'd make 10 days. In April it will be 3 years. I have absolutely no desire to drink now. When I gave up drinking… Continue reading Tue am : Day 991
Two years alcohol free
Two years ago today I was sitting at home thinking "why can't I stop drinking" my reasons at the time were. I've been drinking for too long I can't change. I am addicted to alcohol, I've tried pills, hypnotherapy, councillors nothing has worked and nothing will ever work. I am too sneaky, I hide my… Continue reading Two years alcohol free
AM: Sunday – Day 640. Sober and free from the beast.
Do you know I wake up every single day feeling jolly chuffed with myself for continuing to be sober. Removing alcohol from my life hasnt made the wheels and cogs of life go round any differently.. oh no its still a case of "same old stuff different day". I still get up and go to… Continue reading AM: Sunday – Day 640. Sober and free from the beast.
AM : Wed – Day 524 (exiting news)
Today I am on day 524 (just over 17 months AF). I will never get used to saying or writing this. Its like having an out of body experience. I used to read about people who had given up for a year and thought "wow! Wish I could do that. It will never happen to… Continue reading AM : Wed – Day 524 (exiting news)
AM: Tuesday – Day 510
I am still rocking my new AF life. 510 days sober (I don't think I will ever stop feeling in awe of those numbers). Did I do that.. Really.. Really really.. Well. Yep I did. Day 1 seems a long way off but the days before day 1 are there in my mind like bad… Continue reading AM: Tuesday – Day 510
AM : Thursday – Day 497
All of a sudden I'm counting down the days to Sunday when I will be 500 days AF Treated myself to a luxurious and very expensive gift (cost in bottles of wine probably 33) Also my daughter made me laugh this week. She has a lovely standard dashund called Wilson. Her boyfriend ordered her some… Continue reading AM : Thursday – Day 497
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