I haven't posted for ages! Still alcohol free and still loving it, although getting to this point is a bit like being on a roller coaster. Ups, downs, twists and turns. Not knowing, exhilaration! It's all part and parcel of being AF! I have had 2 AF holidays. The first was a learning curve! Hated… Continue reading PM: Sunday – Day 458
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AM : Friday – week 59 – Seminyak, Bali
And all of a sudden I am at week 59...not day 59 but week 59! I still get the butterflies in my stomach when I think about it. I feel so lucky to be free from the shackles the wine witch had over me. Those days where I would say not today and still chant… Continue reading AM : Friday – week 59 – Seminyak, Bali
AM : Wednesday – Day 411
Jut wanted to share how I felt yesterday evening. I'm currently on holiday in Seminyak Bali. Oh still drinks but that doesn't matter, its no big deal. I can still laugh and be silly without alcohol. When he says he fancies a cold beer I can say.. Oh yes sounds good. I know exactly how… Continue reading AM : Wednesday – Day 411
PM : Friday – Day 365
Well here we are. The day has finally arrived when I can say I am 1 year sober! Never have I ever been sober this long. I am truly blessed. I have posted this today on a Facebook group that I belong to which has helped me enormously. It is a group for graduates of… Continue reading PM : Friday – Day 365
AM : Tuesday – 11 months
Today I wake up 11 months Alcohol Free! That sounds so weird! Nearly a year. The cheated feeling I had at Xmas has left me and been replaced with feeling grateful, extremely thankful that I have chosen to live AF. Living Alcohol free, a tee totaller, sober, words that I associated with greater mortals. Not… Continue reading AM : Tuesday – 11 months
AM : Friday – Day 302
Just realised in the last 2 days I have definitely felt calmer, I've noticed this in situations that before being sober I would have definitely glugged a bottle of wine. For instance - January, busiest and most stressful month of the year for me workwise. I would get home and think "I need a drink"… Continue reading AM : Friday – Day 302
AM : Friday 12.1.18 – day 281
All I can say is I'm feeling encouraged by the book I am reading. The joy of being sober by Catherine gray. Fantastic read. I have an absolutely crap day ahead of me. I know this because it's already 8.22am and I'm supposed to be leaving for work in 15mins and I'm still in bed.… Continue reading AM : Friday 12.1.18 – day 281
PM : Wednesday – Day 279
Sometimes,. Like tonight I'm reading my kindle, the unexpected joy of being sober by Catherine Grey. And I reflect on my past drinking self and wonder how on earth did I actually stop drinking. Then an icy fear grips me because I never ever ever want to be that person or live that life ever… Continue reading PM : Wednesday – Day 279
AM : Friday – 37 weeks
I am in pattaya on holiday. Between 5.30 and 7.30 free alcoholic drinks. Currently I have sat through 7 nights of watching nearly everyone neck as much as possible in the 2 hour free slot. In the past this would have been me. I would have finished my first glass of wine in the first… Continue reading AM : Friday – 37 weeks
PM : Sunday – Day 254
I am currently in Pattaya staying in a club room (free alcoholic drinks between 5.30 and 7.30) then out in the evening people watching in bars. Doing all of this alcohol free!! Felt a bit cheated the first couple nights but getting used to it now and feeling a lot better in the mornings. Club… Continue reading PM : Sunday – Day 254
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